2020

I’m sitting at home. ALONE. ALL ALONE. L I T E R A L L Y A L L A L O N E. And it’s been such a great day. I have done so much stuff today that has really filled my cup up to make me a whole human being again. As I […]

one year old

After a hectic start to Jolee’s life…where are we now? Well, I did not keep up month to month posts with Jolee. So, we are pretty much going to jump from 4 months old to now…1 year old. She’s perfect. And feisty. And funny. And I love her so much. As I was editing the […]

infant speech therapy

Throughout the whole Jolee’s Journey with the Bottle…I have remained cautiously optimistic about the whole situation. She’s taken a bottle and then not taken a bottle and then taken a bottle again. I hoped this was the end of everything. I hoped she was really going to take a bottle forever. Well, not forever, but […]

I am continuing to feel progressively better which is nice, but also worrisome because I instantly think it’s going to be a miscarriage. I find myself having more energy, but still having food aversions. Chicken has been the worst food aversion. I used to eat it every single day. Now the thought, the smell, the […]

Pregnancy Week 9

Week 8 is the week I have been waiting for. We get to see if there is really a baby. And…there is! All measurements were correct. We got to hear the heartbeat, 178. Doctor said everything with the baby looked to be okay, so far.   But….there is always a “But” and it’s really frustrating. […]

Pregnancy Week 8

Week 5 has been completely different than week 4. Big time not feeling good. Never to the point where I feel like I’m going to get sick, but definitely nauseous.  My boobs are super achy and feel huge. Still extremely tired. A couple of nights, I didn’t sleep very well. Also already had to get […]

I began CrossFit to help with my mental illness of anxiety and depression.