I’m sitting at home. ALONE. ALL ALONE. L I T E R A L L Y A L L A L O N E. And it’s been such a great day. I have done so much stuff today that has really filled my cup up to make me a whole human being again. As I […]
After a hectic start to Jolee’s life…where are we now? Well, I did not keep up month to month posts with Jolee. So, we are pretty much going to jump from 4 months old to now…1 year old. She’s perfect. And feisty. And funny. And I love her so much. As I was editing the […]
Throughout the whole Jolee’s Journey with the Bottle…I have remained cautiously optimistic about the whole situation. She’s taken a bottle and then not taken a bottle and then taken a bottle again. I hoped this was the end of everything. I hoped she was really going to take a bottle forever. Well, not forever, but […]
Okay, so it turns out that I’m a little bit bat shit crazy and my relationship is quite spirialing down the drain. I debated (still debating) on keeping part 1 of this post alive. I wrote it when I was angry and sad as fuck. Like, I was all up in my feelings when I […]
I’m really not sure if I’m just bat shit crazy, or if my relationship is spiraling down the drain. I really feel like my relationship is spiraling down the drain. I don’t even know how much detail I need to go into. All you have to do is read back a couple of weeks…and see […]
I am about to share some really personal stuff with y’all in regards to my relationship with my husband. I have fought with myself for months on if I should share this or not. Does anyone really WANT to read about my relationship? Will people think I’m crazy? Will people think Scott is a bad […]
I deem this week, recover from Christmas week. OMG. SO MUCH SHIT. SO MANY TOYS. SO MANY CLOTHES. It’s seriously ridiculous and I have no idea how I’m going to get everything back in order. This week I also want to have all my Christmas decorations down and back in boxes before the new year. […]
This week was Christmas week. For me it was, “Thank God we finally get to send the Elf away week!” I wish I could tell you that I liked Christmas now, but I still don’t like it. Christmas is just too fucking much. Too much money. Too many presents. Not enough of what actually matters. […]
It’s the day of the anatomy scan. I can’t believe it’s already here. The night/morning of, I couldn’t sleep. I tossed and turn all night until I eventually just got on my phone and tried to scroll myself through social media back to sleep. It didn’t work. My brain was processing life at 2:30 a.m. […]
Next week is the anatomy scan and I find myself being a lot of different emotions this week. I so badly want to be excited for this pregnancy, but as I stated last week, I am still cautiously reserved. But I’m more excited right now than I thought I would be. Then, I read stories […]
And just like that, I’m on my last work trip of the year! This time, however, I will be gone for an entire week. And I will be in Fort Lauderdale. I have training Monday – Thursday from 7:30 a.m. – 7:00 p.m. and then I have a test on Friday from 8:00 a.m. – […]
This week I was traveling for the third time in less than 4 weeks. I was visiting Cleveland again and going to the same place as before, just for a different reason. Thankfully, it was another quick trip. I was gone for less than 36 hours. But, this time, the weather got me. My allergies […]
Week 16 was another week that I was looking forward to, but not looking forward to. I had another OB appointment. In my heart, I knew there wasn’t anything wrong. But, my head was telling me to still be cautious. Don’t get too attached, because you never know. I was seeing a different doctor […]
I’m feeling blah this week. Starting to feel more pregnant. But, still not showing. My pants are continuing to get tighter. Thank god for BLACK LEGGINGS and OVERSIZED SWEATER season. No more jeans for me. I’m just in that awkward stage where it looks like I ate too many doughnuts for breakfast. So I cover […]
Officially in the second trimester and I’m feeling very not pregnant this week. It’s been 2 weeks since my last appointment. I’m not showing. I’m feeling large. It’s weird. But, I don’t feel pregnant. I know the doctor told me that I could come in whenever I wanted, even if it was just to hear […]
