I’m sitting at home. ALONE. ALL ALONE. L I T E R A L L Y A L L A L O N E. And it’s been such a great day. I have done so much stuff today that has really filled my cup up to make me a whole human being again. As I […]
After a hectic start to Jolee’s life…where are we now? Well, I did not keep up month to month posts with Jolee. So, we are pretty much going to jump from 4 months old to now…1 year old. She’s perfect. And feisty. And funny. And I love her so much. As I was editing the […]
Throughout the whole Jolee’s Journey with the Bottle…I have remained cautiously optimistic about the whole situation. She’s taken a bottle and then not taken a bottle and then taken a bottle again. I hoped this was the end of everything. I hoped she was really going to take a bottle forever. Well, not forever, but […]
This week, our little Briar officially turns 2 on January 22. It’s really weird, but I feel like she’s been 2 for a long time. I cannot believe I have a 4 year old, a 2 year old, and in 15 weeks, I will have one more. What the fuck were we thinking? I haven’t […]
Scott and I’s talk did not heal all wounds, but we each talked and we each said our piece. Now onto hopefully fixing it. I knew my therapist would be a huge help for me in helping me decide if I was bat shit crazy or if my relationship was really spiraling. I plopped my […]
Okay, so it turns out that I’m a little bit bat shit crazy and my relationship is quite spirialing down the drain. I debated (still debating) on keeping part 1 of this post alive. I wrote it when I was angry and sad as fuck. Like, I was all up in my feelings when I […]
I’m really not sure if I’m just bat shit crazy, or if my relationship is spiraling down the drain. I really feel like my relationship is spiraling down the drain. I don’t even know how much detail I need to go into. All you have to do is read back a couple of weeks…and see […]
I am about to share some really personal stuff with y’all in regards to my relationship with my husband. I have fought with myself for months on if I should share this or not. Does anyone really WANT to read about my relationship? Will people think I’m crazy? Will people think Scott is a bad […]
I deem this week, recover from Christmas week. OMG. SO MUCH SHIT. SO MANY TOYS. SO MANY CLOTHES. It’s seriously ridiculous and I have no idea how I’m going to get everything back in order. This week I also want to have all my Christmas decorations down and back in boxes before the new year. […]
This week was Christmas week. For me it was, “Thank God we finally get to send the Elf away week!” I wish I could tell you that I liked Christmas now, but I still don’t like it. Christmas is just too fucking much. Too much money. Too many presents. Not enough of what actually matters. […]
It’s the day of the anatomy scan. I can’t believe it’s already here. The night/morning of, I couldn’t sleep. I tossed and turn all night until I eventually just got on my phone and tried to scroll myself through social media back to sleep. It didn’t work. My brain was processing life at 2:30 a.m. […]
Next week is the anatomy scan and I find myself being a lot of different emotions this week. I so badly want to be excited for this pregnancy, but as I stated last week, I am still cautiously reserved. But I’m more excited right now than I thought I would be. Then, I read stories […]
And just like that, I’m on my last work trip of the year! This time, however, I will be gone for an entire week. And I will be in Fort Lauderdale. I have training Monday – Thursday from 7:30 a.m. – 7:00 p.m. and then I have a test on Friday from 8:00 a.m. – […]
This week I was traveling for the third time in less than 4 weeks. I was visiting Cleveland again and going to the same place as before, just for a different reason. Thankfully, it was another quick trip. I was gone for less than 36 hours. But, this time, the weather got me. My allergies […]
Week 16 was another week that I was looking forward to, but not looking forward to. I had another OB appointment. In my heart, I knew there wasn’t anything wrong. But, my head was telling me to still be cautious. Don’t get too attached, because you never know. I was seeing a different doctor […]
