2020

I’m sitting at home. ALONE. ALL ALONE. L I T E R A L L Y A L L A L O N E. And it’s been such a great day. I have done so much stuff today that has really filled my cup up to make me a whole human being again. As I […]

one year old

After a hectic start to Jolee’s life…where are we now? Well, I did not keep up month to month posts with Jolee. So, we are pretty much going to jump from 4 months old to now…1 year old. She’s perfect. And feisty. And funny. And I love her so much. As I was editing the […]

infant speech therapy

Throughout the whole Jolee’s Journey with the Bottle…I have remained cautiously optimistic about the whole situation. She’s taken a bottle and then not taken a bottle and then taken a bottle again. I hoped this was the end of everything. I hoped she was really going to take a bottle forever. Well, not forever, but […]

Next week is the anatomy scan and I find myself being a lot of different emotions this week. I so badly want to be excited for this pregnancy, but as I stated last week, I am still cautiously reserved. But I’m more excited right now than I thought I would be. Then, I read stories […]

Week 19 of Pregnancy 6

And just like that, I’m on my last work trip of the year! This time, however, I will be gone for an entire week. And I will be in Fort Lauderdale. I have training Monday – Thursday from 7:30 a.m. – 7:00 p.m. and then I have a test on Friday from 8:00 a.m. – […]

Week 18 Pregnancy 6

This week I was traveling for the third time in less than 4 weeks. I was visiting Cleveland again and going to the same place as before, just for a different reason. Thankfully, it was another quick trip. I was gone for less than 36 hours.  But, this time, the weather got me. My allergies […]

Week 16 of Pregnancy 6

Week 16 was another week that I was looking forward to, but not looking forward to.   I had another OB appointment. In my heart, I knew there wasn’t anything wrong. But, my head was telling me to still be cautious. Don’t get too attached, because you never know. I was seeing a different doctor […]

Week 16 of Pregnancy 6

I’m feeling blah this week.  Starting to feel more pregnant. But, still not showing.  My pants are continuing to get tighter.  Thank god for BLACK LEGGINGS and OVERSIZED SWEATER season. No more jeans for me.  I’m just in that awkward stage where it looks like I ate too many doughnuts for breakfast. So I cover […]

Week 15 of Pregnancy 6

Week 13 was a very busy week. This week starts a lot of business travel for me. I am going to have to be out of town on four separate occasions from now until the end of the year. I am thankful that I am at least starting to feel a little better now. I’m […]

Week 13 of Pregnancy 6

Week 11 is all about bloating. Holy fuck. I eat and then I literally look like I’m 5 months pregnant. It’s pretty amazing actually. But also extremely uncomfortable. I am not showing yet, thank goodness. I know that when it starts, it’s not going to stop. So, for now, I’m thankful to wake up each […]

Week 11 of Pregnancy 6

This was the week that we were going to find out if we have a baby or not. I didn’t need the ultrasound to tell me there was a baby in there. I knew there was. All of my symptoms told me so. And, behold, we have a baby. All the measurements were right where […]

Week 8 of Pregnancy 6

Another week…and I’m still pregnant. I honestly can’t believe it. But I’m happy. This week I had to go to the doctor at some point and follow up again with my HCG levels. I was at the doctor Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday last week…so, the last place I wanted to be was this damn doctor’s […]

Week 5 of Pregnancy 6

Here we are again. Week 4. In my last post, You Ever Have An “OH SHIT” Moment?, you read that I was unexpectedly pregnant again. And it was already looking bad. Whenever I went to the doctor on Wednesday, they did a quick blood draw to test my HCG levels. They were convinced and I […]

Week 4 of Pregnancy 6

I wish I could wait a really, really, really long time to tell everyone that I am pregnant. Mainly because of my history of 3 miscarriages. I’m always on edge that when I finally share the news, something is going to happen. I’m going to lose my baby. I’ve been through it. And it sucks. […]

unexpected unplanned pregnancy

I’M PREGNANT. For the 6th time. And I also think I’m miscarrying. For the 4th time. Jesus, y’all. I just don’t even know where to start. This was, yet, another unexpected pregnancy. I had a feeling I was pregnant. I can’t explain, it was just a feeling in the pit of my stomach. I went […]

pregnancy test